Al-Fathihah buat Megat Junid

Personally, I tak la kenal mana dengan Megat Junid. Banyak yang di perkatakan mengenai beliau ……which I leave it to your own interpretation.

I met him on one occasion at Kelab Golf Cinta Sayang in Sungai Petani, Kedah (1990, I think?). My dad knows him fairly well and whenever Tan Sri was in Kedah, he will not hesitate to ring my dad for a round of golf. My dad was KCK Kedah/Perlis at the time.

To me Megat Junid looks snobbish but my perception changed drastically when he acknowledged my presence across the table (they took a short break after 9 holes). He asked what's my name, how old I was, how was I, whether I am enjoying my trip, what are my plans for the future…….My dad who was seated next to him nodded his head signaling me to answer to Tan Sri’s questions. He was an okay guy. Not bad at all, not bad at all. Then Tan Sri, my dad and their group resume the remaining 9 holes. Before he walk away, he shook my hand and said good luck with my trip to US. He added, you are a lucky girl. Now I can see why he has an emotional attachment to the police force!

Siapa yang tak kenal dengan Megat Junid masa tu……semua orang talk about his secret marriage to local artist, Zeila Jalil. I find it kindda odd for a young girl at her age (probably about my age at that time) to marry a very much older man, yang macam pangkat bapak, as old as Megat Junid. But anyway it was her life, her choice….her prerogative.

That was that. And the next time I heard about him was in 1993. I was diagnosed with TB in the spine while I was studying in the US. I was admitted after 9 months of agonizing back pain, short of breath and tremendous weight loss. I used to be about 125-130lbs but the day I was admitted my weight was 94 lbs! The doctor said diagnosis was inconclusive but need immediate attention as my spine was seriously damage after a view from CT Scan. One hard bump or fall can paralyze me from waist down. My aunt rushed to my bedside all the way from Virginia. She was very emotional, maybe dia ingat I dah nak mati or something…It took doctors a week to determine what I had. Test after test, pint after pint of blood drawn out of me to eliminate lymphoma and other form of cancer. Finally they detected it was TB and the bacteria is eating up my bones! My spine to be specific! They no longer can wait, did the surgery and completed in 6 hours. My lungs collapse during the procedure but it was not a serious issue. I came out and stayed in the ICU for 3 days before the nurses transferred me to a 'restricted' room due to my TB condition. Fortunately it wasn’t the coughing TB. Doctors said my lungs were clear. Visitors have to put on surgical mask to avoid TB infection. Then my mom arrived followed by my dad a few days later.

My dad arrived and presented some cash from relatives and get well cards from this colleagues. Then my dad handed over US200 and he said it is from Megat Junid. I was taken aback but flattered by his generosity.

I was discharged after 2 weeks in the hospital and recovery took about a year. Every week there were spine checks, eye tests (brought by side effect of medication), blood test and then twice a week finally once a month. Tons and tons of medications for daily consumption. Macam makan kacang je….. Dad went back a month later due to his heavy responsibility at IPD KL and mom went back to Malaysia two months after he did. As for me…….Disneyworld here I come. The cash given to me by Megat Junid was all spent on my trip to Orlando with …..you know who you are…you devil, you!

As conclusion, setiap orang ada persepsi terhadap Megat Junid. Macamana orang cakap keburukan beliau mahupun kebaikan beliau, pada saya he has his soft side. Only those whom heart was touch by his generosity and kindness know who Megat Junid is! Just as been told………..Al-Fathihah.

Amin.

Power Corrupt

It’s been a while since I opened up my blog. Things have been quite hectic. Juggling work, motherhood, wifehood…….if you get what I mean. And there’s ‘Our House’ …….so peaceful……green…..cool….relax, and somehow I find that time flies so fast these days….ummmmm

Recently I was offered a job with a reputable international company which will be located in Cyberjaya. Yup I accepted the offer! What could I ask for more…my daughter started her kindy…..new house….new job….new life….and again a new beginning….I am indeed happy and a lucky woman. I guess there is a glimpse of truth when they say life begins at forty!!!!!!!

I will tender in my resignation end of January 2008. With one month notice my last day of service will be at the end of February. Just nice for me to enjoy a short break before I start my new job on March 10. Maybe we could go for a short holiday trip or go back to my hometown….yeah I think I’ll do that. Wanna check out what my parents have been up to since our last visit.

Eversince we installed ASTRO, my children have been dominating the Cartoon Channel from 6 pm till 9:30 pm daily. So I picked up an old habit. Reading. I read a lot when I was conceiving my daughter and mostly enjoy non-fictions and autobiographies. I lost it for sometime and what better way to keep myself occupied these days by reading the old book collections. So far I have finished three in the past week. But this I had to share with you….something I have been feeling for the past 12 months with my current employer. Well, actually the Managing Director….Mr. Ng Yew Sum.

I found this excerpt from Diana Ross best selling memoirs – Secret of a Sparrow. I hope she wouldn’t mind borrowing the following to me,

I quote,

“He was reaching the place where he was always right and everybody around him was always wrong. He had gone from being a person I admire and happily consulted with to someone who couldn’t listen. I could never get in a word edgewise. I guess the adage “Power Corrupts” is true. It was certainly true in Berry’s case. Somewhere along the line, he must have forgotten that he was a leader, not a dictator. He made it unbearable for me, and so, inadvertently, he became for me an instrument of change.”

Thank you Miss Ross. (Berry refers to Barry Gordy, Motown Founder)

It gave me goose bumps when I read it. It very much describes my feelings in black and white. Apa boleh buat when you are too long at one place (to be exact 13 years 4 months and 13 days under the same group of companies), be it major or minor issues, ada saja salah kita yang di cari. I rasa macam susah nak bernafas….rasa tension bila Mr. Ng masuk office…tension sesangat. Bila dia cuti or tak masuk, leganya Tuhan saja yang tahu…..to that extend. So dari rasa tension yang akan develop menjadi darah tinggi pulak, I decided to proceed to the next level.

I always bid farewell to other staff and colleague but now my time has come. Never thought this day would come…but it finally has…..

Good bye Hiti Engineering (M) Sdn Bhd and Channel Systems Asia Sdn Bhd. I bid u fare well.